I Could Never...
I Could Never... is a show about non-monogamy and the many ways it can look. Genevieve King from @chillpolyamory and her partner Ishik interview a variety of guests to create an anthology of stories demonstrating the myriad ways people practice non-monogamy. I Could Never... is the podcast that reminds us: just because you’ve never done something before, doesn’t mean you can’t do it.
Episodes

22 hours ago
22 hours ago
Up for trying anything once, Deepa Paul gets down and dirty on coming back from cheating and ditching Filipina Catholic shame.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Deepa on IG - @storiesbydeepa
Deepa on Substack - Letters by Deepa
Ask Me How It Works: Love in an Open Marriage - Preorder The Book
Note: For US listeners, Waterstones will ship to the US from the UK.
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Thursday Apr 24, 2025
Thursday Apr 24, 2025
Author of The Anxious Person's Guide to Non-Monogamy, Lola Phoenix, discusses love under lockdown, living solo in Sweden and why she views sex like a car.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Lola Phoenix's Website - nonmonogamyhelp.com
Lola on IG - @nonmonogamyhelp
Lola on Twitter - @nonmonogamyhelp
Lola on TikTok - @nonmonohelp
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Thursday Apr 17, 2025
Thursday Apr 17, 2025
Hannah and her quad are part of an even larger polycule buying land and building a family together in Argentina.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Hannah on IG - @eutimian
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Thursday Apr 10, 2025
Thursday Apr 10, 2025
Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about age gaps, holidays in a triad and dating your best friend.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpolyamorytoo
Peer Support Calls - chillpolyamory.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Thursday Apr 03, 2025
Thursday Apr 03, 2025
The Collectress, Ashtin Berry, gets into romance with friends, who should pay for dinner and how men react to her swearing off marriage.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Ashtin Berry on IG - @thecollectress
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Announcement: Lane 1992 by Beatopia Beats

Thursday Mar 27, 2025
Thursday Mar 27, 2025
Puerto Rican actor, drag king & storyteller Vico Ortiz describes their red flags, moving in with a partner, and how they made Our Flag Means Death so polyamorous.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Vico Ortiz on IG - @puertoricaninja
Vico Ortiz on Blue Sky - @vico-ortiz
Vico Ortiz on Patreon - Vico's Patreon
Vico's Podcast on Substack - Today in Gay
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Thursday Mar 20, 2025
Thursday Mar 20, 2025
Monogamish Lex reveals what it's like dating a married man, and how his wife became one of her best friends.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Thursday Mar 13, 2025
Thursday Mar 13, 2025
Award-winning polyamorous author, Kevin Patterson, talks monogamous pearl-clutchers, jam packed calendars and not turning partners into heroes or villains.
Support the launch of Kevin's newest book: indiegogo.com/for-hire-the-price-of-fame
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Kevin Patterson on IG - @polyrolemodels
Kevin Patterson on Tumblr - @polyrolemodels
Kevin Patterson's Website - kevinapatterson.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: A Hero is Born by Holizna

Thursday Mar 06, 2025
Thursday Mar 06, 2025
Dr. Han Ren is a hot, polyamorous mom who shares about collectivist cultures and what she gets up to when her partner's on a date.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Dr. Han Ren on IG - @dr.han.ren
Dr. Han Ren on TikTok - @drhanren
Dr. Han Ren's Website - drhanren.com
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Thursday Feb 27, 2025
Thursday Feb 27, 2025
Dropout's Ify Nwadiwe and Emily Louise talk D&D, cheating exes, and how scary it is when your partner falls in love with someone else.
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"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever
Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Ify Nwadiwe on IG - @ifynwadiwe
Ify Nwadiwe on BlueSky - @ifycomedy.com
Emily Louise on IG - @ohmyemilylouise
Emily Louise on OnlyFans- notthatprincesspeach
Our Relationship Pod w/ Ify & Emmy - Apple Podcasts
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Ad Read: Lane 1992 by Beatopia Beats