I Could Never...
I Could Never... is a show about non-monogamy and the many ways it can look. Genevieve King from @chillpolyamory and her partner Ishik get true stories and gossip from people all over the world about their unique love lives. It's the podcast that reminds us: just because you’ve never done something before, doesn’t mean you can’t do it.
Episodes
Thursday Nov 27, 2025
Thursday Nov 27, 2025
Genevieve & Ishik close out Season 3 with a finale Q&A where they tackle questions about ambiamorous partners, feeling shame in secrecy, and why she shows some partners on socials but not others.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Thursday Nov 13, 2025
Thursday Nov 13, 2025
Author and activist, Dean Spade, shares his go to guide for dealing with jealousy, and how he and his boyfriend raised kids with his lesbian best friends.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Dean on IG - @spade.dean
Dean on TikTok - @deanspade
Dean on YouTube - @Dean_Spade
Dean on Patreon - @DeanSpade
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Thursday Nov 06, 2025
Thursday Nov 06, 2025
Dance floor unicorn, Kenna Bethany, lets loose about sleeping with couples, sapphic lust and being the only queer person in a foursome.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Kenna on IG - @kenna_bethany
Kenna on TikTok - @kenna_bethany
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Thursday Oct 30, 2025
Thursday Oct 30, 2025
Super ADHD and crushing it, polyamorous therapist Dr. Manijeh Badiee shares about surviving breast cancer and proposing to her ladyfriend (in front of her spouse).
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Dr. Badiee on IG - @doctorbadiee
Dr. Badiee on TikTok - @doctorbadiee
Dr. Badiee on YouTube - @doctorbadiee
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Thursday Oct 23, 2025
Thursday Oct 23, 2025
Ballroom baddie, Loren Loubser, dishes about the queer scene in Cape Town, healing after cheating and why they have to stop sleeping with all their friends.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Loren on IG - @loren_loubser
Loren's Podcast - Open Wide Say Ah
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Thursday Oct 16, 2025
Thursday Oct 16, 2025
Comedian Lily Kerrigan sets the stage for how she fell into Mono/Poly, messy gossip in her polycule, and why she kept her mouth shut about her partner’s dating choices.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Lily on IG - @lilykerriganpresents
Lily on TikTok - @lilykerrigan
Lily on BlueSky - @lilykerrigan.bsky.social
Lily on YouTube - @lilykerriganpresents
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Thursday Oct 09, 2025
Thursday Oct 09, 2025
Genevieve and Ishik are back with the second half of the midseason Q&A double feature. In this half they touch on dating monogamous people, getting past cheating and what is "too much information".
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Thursday Oct 02, 2025
Thursday Oct 02, 2025
Gifted a bountiful harvest, Genevieve & Ishik got so many questions for the midseason Q&A, they're doing two parts! In this half they dig into cheating friends, moving in with a metamour, and wanting closure from a partner's ex.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Thursday Sep 25, 2025
Thursday Sep 25, 2025
Deepak Kashyap tries not to sound “OMG Ghey” while connecting the dots on polytheism & polyamory, feeling left out of group sex and why friends can’t bring 15 partners to his wedding.
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Deepak on IG - @mrpsychologist
Deepak on YouTube - @kaisehomedia
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik
Thursday Sep 18, 2025
Thursday Sep 18, 2025
Lovergirl femme, Tay, talks about having a baby in a triad, garden party vibes and why they moved out of their partner's home (twice).
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory
Tay on TikTok - @polyamgirliepop
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik









