I Could Never...

I Could Never... is a show about non-monogamy and the many ways it can look. Genevieve King from @chillpolyamory and her partner Ishik get true stories and gossip from people all over the world about their unique love lives. It's the podcast that reminds us: just because you’ve never done something before, doesn’t mean you can’t do it.

Episodes

That's a Big Ask

Nov 27, 2025

Nov 27, 2025

54 min

Genevieve & Ishik close out Season 3 with a finale Q&A where they tackle questions about ambiamorous partners, feeling shame in secrecy, and why she shows some partners on socials but not others.
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Nov 13, 2025

46 min

Author and activist, Dean Spade, shares his go to guide for dealing with jealousy, and how he and his boyfriend raised kids with his lesbian best friends.
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Dean on IG - @spade.dean
Dean on TikTok - @deanspade
Dean on YouTube - @Dean_Spade
Dean on Patreon - @DeanSpade
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Nov 6, 2025

48 min

Dance floor unicorn, Kenna Bethany, lets loose about sleeping with couples, sapphic lust and being the only queer person in a foursome.
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Kenna on IG - @kenna_bethany
Kenna on TikTok - @kenna_bethany
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Oct 30, 2025

48 min

Super ADHD and crushing it, polyamorous therapist Dr. Manijeh Badiee shares about surviving breast cancer and proposing to her ladyfriend (in front of her spouse).
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Dr. Badiee on IG - @doctorbadiee
Dr. Badiee on TikTok - @doctorbadiee
Dr. Badiee on YouTube - @doctorbadiee
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Jellyamorous

Oct 23, 2025

Oct 23, 2025

49 min

Ballroom baddie, Loren Loubser, dishes about the queer scene in Cape Town, healing after cheating and why they have to stop sleeping with all their friends.
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Loren on IG - @loren_loubser
Loren's Podcast - Open Wide Say Ah
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Oct 16, 2025

53 min

Comedian Lily Kerrigan sets the stage for how she fell into Mono/Poly, messy gossip in her polycule, and why she kept her mouth shut about her partner’s dating choices.
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Lily on IG - @lilykerriganpresents
Lily on TikTok - @lilykerrigan
Lily on BlueSky - @lilykerrigan.bsky.social
Lily on YouTube - @lilykerriganpresents
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Oct 9, 2025

51 min

Genevieve and Ishik are back with the second half of the midseason Q&A double feature. In this half they touch on dating monogamous people, getting past cheating and what is "too much information".
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Oct 2, 2025

51 min

Gifted a bountiful harvest, Genevieve & Ishik got so many questions for the midseason Q&A, they're doing two parts! In this half they dig into cheating friends, moving in with a metamour, and wanting closure from a partner's ex.
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Sep 25, 2025

45 min

Deepak Kashyap tries not to sound “OMG Ghey” while connecting the dots on polytheism & polyamory, feeling left out of group sex and why friends can’t bring 15 partners to his wedding.
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Deepak on IG - @mrpsychologist
Deepak on YouTube - @kaisehomedia
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Sep 18, 2025

45 min

Lovergirl femme, Tay, talks about having a baby in a triad, garden party vibes and why they moved out of their partner's home (twice).
 
"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here
For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com
Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  
Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  
Tay on TikTok - @polyamgirliepop
Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn  
All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

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